A Hand Me Down God
By E. Lee Sullivan
George Carlin said, “I have a problem with any God who wants my money.”
That said, what we have had for the last 2000 years is a hand me down God, handed down to Black folks in America by their slave masters, oh, excuse me, their captives, who handed it down to them from Constantine, who concocted it at a shing ding with a group of other men, blah, blah, blah, we know that already Lee get on with it for Christ’s sake.
But to the conscious, there is not much I can say about a God who was made in “his” image, a white, blue eyed, blonde man painted by Michael, who just happen to be his homosexual cousin (it is said that we are made in the image of God, but the truth is God has been made in the image of “da man”). And apparently had no problem with a book, the Bible that was down with wars and enslaving other human beings and treating them as booty, who would criminally abuse them and use them to build nations and serve others.
So who is this God that I have been handed and told to believe in? His story has been written in books, but personally he’s keeping mum or mute. (You might want to check out Bill Maher’s new film ‘Religulous” on this subject). And as of late concerning who “He” is and what “He” or expects from humanity.
But and however there seems to be a lot of other people who claim they speak for “Him”, ministers, preachers, radio talk show host and even politicians, whew, somebody help me!
So the question remains, why can’t God speak for Himself? Why does He need people to speak for Him, especially if He’s God. Can’t He do anything? How about a sign from heaven an unmistakable, undeniable sign from God. Maybe we need a God update, especially in these trying times, or is God content with a few thousand year old transcript that men have said was “His” word.
Can one go on a crusade to find a modern day God, not handed down by the idea of “convert or die”, (or go to hell) or would it be a futile search for that which was made by the minds of those who wanted to and still do control the minds of the weak, who don’t wish to think for self, or think at all, those who find it a bit to difficult to take time out of their day to day lives to go hmmm, or have a light bulb moment, or for God’s sake to become enlightened. Just turn on the tube, pass the alcohol, sex or drugs and keep in simple, stupid.
While many of the others of us strive to know truth, others don’t give a damn, it’s easier to pay tithes, quote scripture, pretend to be holier than thou and act like the devil while perpetrating a fraud to be good church folk. If there is a hell, the old saying goes, I won’t be able to get around the fire for the Christians.
My stomach turns and my head spends at the conversations of those who are on “Holy Lockdown” a good read by Jeremiah Caramara. Another interesting read is Pimp or Preacher at www.babershopdigest.com.
Personally, I’m on a journey to find “my God” who may possibly be a woman or asexual (not bi-sexual, ya’ll). It’s an every moment journey within myself, my soul, my spirit and my heart including truth and fact finding, research and divine guidance, which will once and for all rid me of the white man’s, the Arab’s man and even the Asia’s man God. Also personally I’m leaning to the new age which is really an old age, a going back to and for my future which shows me that I Am God/Goddess, a concept too foreign for most Black folks, they are all too often to believe anything but “dat”.
E. Lee Sullivan is a self-published author and freelance writer living in Atlanta, GA
(c) 3ls 2008
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